I feel silly even asking this here but I'm out of options. I went out with the girl of my dreams for about a month. It was the best month ever. I was into her and she was into me, and I have never been happier in my entire life. I never in a million years thought I would find a girl so perfect for me. It was magical.
And then I screwed things up pretty badly and she dumped me. I did the usual post-break-up "temporary insanity" stuff...begging, gifts, constant texts and calls. Obviously, it only made things worse.
It's been months and I still think about her constantly. I've gone out with other girls since then and I've had some fun, but none of these girls can hold a candle to my ex. I have scoured the Internet for advice and I've purchased a couple of those "get your ex back" books and systems, and they have good information, but it's not relevant to my situation.
I did the "no contact" thing for about six weeks and then shot her a casual text. No response. I waited another two weeks and then tried another casual text. Still no response. If I keep trying I'll just become irritating and/or desperate, and I don't see any other options that will work out better for me. A lot of the advice these so-called "love gurus" give is all predicated on still having ties to your ex. Well, I don't have ties...I'm not friends with her on any social websites, I'm not friends with her friends in real life, I don't work with her, I don't live near her, and I won't ever run into her on the street. She won't ever see if I'm "improving myself" and she can't get jealous that I'm seeing other girls if she doesn't know I'm seeing other girls. Short of stalking her I don't see how I'll ever see her face or hear her voice again, and it breaks my heart. She's doing a spectacular job of ignoring me and cutting me out of her life.
So I ask you, internet: what, if anything, can I do to get my ex to stop ignoring me? I feel that if I can just get my foot in the door I can get her back. I know she was as much into me as I was into her, and I know she didn't really want to break up with me but felt that she had to. But she's stubborn, just like me, and I can't break down the wall of silence she's put up. Does anyone have any practical advice? Please note that "get over her already" doesn't count...I've tried that already and it doesn't work so well.
Any legitimate help would really be appreciated. I sincerely feel that this girl was "the one" and the guilt of letting her slip out of my hands is eating me up inside. Thanks in advance for your responses.