I have melted down this past few days. I have a feeling he is with the new girl and having fun, spending all weekend together and just them, just fun, just fun and leaving me in a trash! why I'm feeling this way?? WHY??? I go for cycling today to ease my mind and see the nice view of my country side. Got home and melted down again. Sometimes I just dont feel like going home at all. I hate the feeling to be at home where I can remember that a$$h0l3!!!!