I'm sad becasue I'm not sorry. That's something I hope you never fully understand, since I hope I am the only person you will ever love... I'm not sorry John, I'm not sorry I've lost him, that is the part that makes me really guilty... I'm glad I don't have to be with him, I'm glad he's evil, coz I want to be with you... That makes me feel really guilty... Can you please come back now? Please?