Hi all, Me and my boyfriend well fiancé actually have been together for almost 8 years. We always had our ups and downs but made it. My bf is someone who really cares for looks and beauty. There was a time when I got was but got sick. He does not like that because he wants a skinny gf. I used to promise him I would loose some weight unfortunately i am not losing a lot. I weight 189 pounds. He said he does not find me attractive and because of that he does not gives me any attention, he is always with friend and when we are together he is always on his phone. It really sucks because at the moment I really need him as I am facing a difficult situation. I did so much for him like literally everything in his life. Paid his holidays ( Dubai, New York, Miami, London, Spain), do groceries, buy clothes, gifts, pay half rent and many more. I made some mistakes like promising to lose weight and I did not succeed and now he blames me for everything. I really love him but I think I should break up. What u guys think?