Have you ever wondered how you start over when a relationship has ended? I don't know about you, but I am currently going through this. I "dated" a guy for three months, which then turn into becoming "fuck buddies" for an additional five months and now he has officially moved on. He doesn't know that I know. He don't know that I have seen a picture of the guy he is with. He doesn't know that I feel like this new guy is the "Saks Fifth Avenue" option and I am the whereas I feel like I am the "Dollar section at Target." He's smart and closer in age and going for his PhD and me, I am 28 year old social butterfly that always wanted him to be happy. His happiness was mine. His wins were mine. Part of me wants him to be happy, as he was my first love. I want to make sure this new guy treats his right. Loves him more than I could ever and just makes him happy. The other part wants one more chance. One more night with him. I never felt so safe, sexy and loved by anyone else prior to him. But now I am here wondering how do I start over? How do I get to that point where I love this guy less and less? How do I get to the point of accepting that we probably won't ever be together and I should just let him go? How do I learn to not feel at guilt for his mistakes and wanting to apologize to him? I'm scarred that now that he is moved on, I will just become a memory that will slowly fade away with every text he sends to this new guy. That we will see one another at a party for a mutual friend or an art show and I will have to pretend like I am not affected by this. How do I move on...?